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Author: Yogananda, Paramahansa
Autobiography of a Yogi. By Yogananda, Paramahansa. This historical English edition is listed by Project Gutenberg as public domain in the USA. Read the source text, search passages, and explore it with the reading assistant.
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{FN4-7} The seat of the “single” or spiritual eye. At death the consciousness of man is usually drawn to this holy spot, accounting for the upraised eyes found in the dead.
Permalink{FN4-8} The central sacred figure of the Sanskrit epic, RAMAYANA.
Permalink{FN4-9} Ahankara, egoism; literally, “I do.” The root cause of dualism or illusion of MAYA, whereby the subject (ego) appears as object; the creatures imagine themselves to be creators.
PermalinkCHAPTER: 5
PermalinkA “PERFUME SAINT” DISPLAYS HIS WONDERS
Permalink“To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven.”
PermalinkI did not have this wisdom of Solomon to comfort me; I gazed searchingly about me, on any excursion from home, for the face of my destined guru. But my path did not cross his own until after the completion of my high school studies.
PermalinkTwo years elapsed between my flight with Amar toward the Himalayas, and the great day of Sri Yukteswar’s arrival into my life. During that interim I met a number of sages-the “Perfume Saint,” the “Tiger Swami,” Nagendra Nath Bhaduri, Master Mahasaya, and the famous Bengali scientist, Jagadis Chandra Bose.
PermalinkMy encounter with the “Perfume Saint” had two preambles, one harmonious and the other humorous.
Permalink“God is simple. Everything else is complex. Do not seek absolute values in the relative world of nature.”
PermalinkThese philosophical finalities gently entered my ear as I stood silently before a temple image of Kali. Turning, I confronted a tall man whose garb, or lack of it, revealed him a wandering SADHU.
Permalink“You have indeed penetrated the bewilderment of my thoughts!” I smiled gratefully. “The confusion of benign and terrible aspects in nature, as symbolized by Kali, {FN5-1} has puzzled wiser heads than mine!”
Permalink“Few there be who solve her mystery! Good and evil is the challenging riddle which life places sphinxlike before every intelligence. Attempting no solution, most men pay forfeit with their lives, penalty now even as in the days of Thebes. Here and there, a towering lonely figure never cries defeat. From the MAYA {FN5-2} of duality he plucks the cleaveless truth of unity.”
Permalink“You speak with conviction, sir.”
Permalink“I have long exercised an honest introspection, the exquisitely painful approach to wisdom. Self-scrutiny, relentless observance of one’s thoughts, is a stark and shattering experience. It pulverizes the stoutest ego. But true self-analysis mathematically operates to produce seers. The way of ‘self-expression,’ individual acknowledgments, results in egotists, sure of the right to their private interpretations of God and the universe.”
Permalink“Truth humbly retires, no doubt, before such arrogant originality.” I was enjoying the discussion.
Permalink“Man can understand no eternal verity until he has freed himself from pretensions. The human mind, bared to a centuried slime, is teeming with repulsive life of countless world-delusions. Struggles of the battlefields pale into insignificance here, when man first contends with inward enemies! No mortal foes these, to be overcome by harrowing array of might! Omnipresent, unresting, pursuing man even in sleep, subtly equipped with a miasmic weapon, these soldiers of ignorant lusts seek to slay us all. Thoughtless is the man who buries his ideals, surrendering to the common fate. Can he seem other than impotent, wooden, ignominious?”
Permalink“Respected Sir, have you no sympathy for the bewildered masses?”
PermalinkThe sage was silent for a moment, then answered obliquely.
Permalink“To love both the invisible God, Repository of All Virtues, and visible man, apparently possessed of none, is often baffling! But ingenuity is equal to the maze. Inner research soon exposes a unity in all human minds-the stalwart kinship of selfish motive. In one sense at least, the brotherhood of man stands revealed. An aghast humility follows this leveling discovery. It ripens into compassion for one’s fellows, blind to the healing potencies of the soul awaiting exploration.”
Permalink“The saints of every age, sir, have felt like yourself for the sorrows of the world.”
Permalink“Only the shallow man loses responsiveness to the woes of others’ lives, as he sinks into narrow suffering of his own.” The SADHU’S austere face was noticeably softened. “The one who practices a scalpel self-dissection will know an expansion of universal pity. Release is given him from the deafening demands of his ego. The love of God flowers on such soil. The creature finally turns to his Creator, if for no other reason than to ask in anguish: ‘Why, Lord, why?’ By ignoble whips of pain, man is driven at last into the Infinite Presence, whose beauty alone should lure him.”
PermalinkThe sage and I were present in Calcutta’s Kalighat Temple, whither I had gone to view its famed magnificence. With a sweeping gesture, my chance companion dismissed the ornate dignity.
Permalink“Bricks and mortar sing us no audible tune; the heart opens only to the human chant of being.”
PermalinkWe strolled to the inviting sunshine at the entrance, where throngs of devotees were passing to and fro.
Permalink“You are young.” The sage surveyed me thoughtfully. “India too is young. The ancient RISHIS {FN5-3} laid down ineradicable patterns of spiritual living. Their hoary dictums suffice for this day and land. Not outmoded, not unsophisticated against the guiles of materialism, the disciplinary precepts mold India still. By millenniums-more than embarrassed scholars care to compute!-the skeptic Time has validated Vedic worth. Take it for your heritage.”
PermalinkAs I was reverently bidding farewell to the eloquent SADHU, he revealed a clairvoyant perception:
Permalink“After you leave here today, an unusual experience will come your way.”
PermalinkI quitted the temple precincts and wandered along aimlessly. Turning a corner, I ran into an old acquaintance-one of those long-winded fellows whose conversational powers ignore time and embrace eternity.
Permalink“I will let you go in a very short while, if you will tell me all that has happened during the six years of our separation.”
Permalink“What a paradox! I must leave you now.”
PermalinkBut he held me by the hand, forcing out tidbits of information. He was like a ravenous wolf, I thought in amusement; the longer I spoke, the more hungrily he sniffed for news. Inwardly I petitioned the Goddess Kali to devise a graceful means of escape.
PermalinkMy companion left me abruptly. I sighed with relief and doubled my pace, dreading any relapse into the garrulous fever. Hearing rapid footsteps behind me, I quickened my speed. I dared not look back. But with a bound, the youth rejoined me, jovially clasping my shoulder.
Permalink“I forgot to tell you of Gandha Baba (Perfume Saint), who is gracing yonder house.” He pointed to a dwelling a few yards distant. “Do meet him; he is interesting. You may have an unusual experience. Good-by,” and he actually left me.
PermalinkThe similarly worded prediction of the SADHU at Kalighat Temple flashed to my mind. Definitely intrigued, I entered the house and was ushered into a commodious parlor. A crowd of people were sitting, Orient-wise, here and there on a thick orange-colored carpet. An awed whisper reached my ear:
Permalink“Behold Gandha Baba on the leopard skin. He can give the natural perfume of any flower to a scentless one, or revive a wilted blossom, or make a person’s skin exude delightful fragrance.”
PermalinkI looked directly at the saint; his quick gaze rested on mine. He was plump and bearded, with dark skin and large, gleaming eyes.
Permalink“Son, I am glad to see you. Say what you want. Would you like some perfume?”
Permalink“What for?” I thought his remark rather childish.
Permalink“To experience the miraculous way of enjoying perfumes.”
Permalink“Harnessing God to make odors?”
Permalink“What of it? God makes perfume anyway.”
Permalink“Yes, but He fashions frail bottles of petals for fresh use and discard. Can you materialize flowers?”
Permalink“I materialize perfumes, little friend.”
Permalink“Then scent factories will go out of business.”
Permalink“I will permit them to keep their trade! My own purpose is to demonstrate the power of God.”
Permalink“Sir, is it necessary to prove God? Isn’t He performing miracles in everything, everywhere?”
Permalink“Yes, but we too should manifest some of His infinite creative variety.”
Permalink“How long did it take to master your art?”
Permalink“Twelve years.”
Permalink“For manufacturing scents by astral means! It seems, my honored saint, you have been wasting a dozen years for fragrances which you can obtain with a few rupees from a florist’s shop.”
Permalink“Perfumes fade with flowers.”
Permalink“Perfumes fade with death. Why should I desire that which pleases the body only?”
Permalink“Mr. Philosopher, you please my mind. Now, stretch forth your right hand.” He made a gesture of blessing.
PermalinkI was a few feet away from Gandha Baba; no one else was near enough to contact my body. I extended my hand, which the yogi did not touch.
Permalink“What perfume do you want?”
Permalink“Rose.”
Permalink“Be it so.”
PermalinkTo my great surprise, the charming fragrance of rose was wafted strongly from the center of my palm. I smilingly took a large white scentless flower from a near-by vase.
Permalink“Can this odorless blossom be permeated with jasmine?”
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